My spirit is starting to feel defeated. I'm so close to the end of this pregnancy and am so excited to meet our daughter, but complications keep popping up. Tomorrow marks 1 full week of hospital bedrest and I'm losing my hope that I'll be able to go home soon.
We spent 3 weeks trying to date the pregnancy.
Then my body stopped producing progesterone.
Then we found out i have a blood clotting disorder that causes miscarriages, still birth, and premature birth.
Then i kept getting dizzy and seeing starts so i had to go to a cardiologist.
Then i went into preterm labor and they stopped it only to go back into preterm labor less than 10 hrs later.
Then i was admitted to the hospital on bedrest.
Then i ended up getting cholestasis which increases the risk of premature birth, still birth and infection to the baby.
I want to go home. I want the baby to be healthy. I want the complications gone. I don't want to feel defeated, but I keep feeling like my body is betraying me.
